Growing up is hard to do

Today's Saturday. It's usually a day where I spend the entire 24 hours being lazy, spending time with friends and getting piss drunk. but today i have realized I need to change. I guess be more responsible, more grown up. So I am comprising a list of things I need to do and things I want to change.
So here is my list of things i need to fix

1. Start speaking my mind. ( especially when people piss me off. )
2. Stop spending money that i don't have on things I don't need.
3. Realize that my past is my past and nothing I do can ever fix what is broken.
4. Stop babying Silas. he's too spoiled.
5. Stop eating at places that are way to convenient and involve a window.
6. Cut all ties with people who make me feel horrible and inadequate.
7. Get a job that has benefits.
8. Be happier